Like all the best things in life, it was actually specifically about you. Although it's hypothetical in the sense that nothing has actually happened and I've mostly just been wavering over the whole issue.

(Not that I have ONLY been wavering because it's someone you hate, but you hating them is one of the myriad of reasons I've been wavering. And not that if you'd said "NO, OBVIOUSLY I WOULD HATE YOU" it would necessarily have stopped me! But it would have made me a bit sad.)