Narnia fic question

[slemslempike]

I have been trying to remember where I found the link to this story for ages, and in the absence of any sort of inspiration whatsoever, I thought I would ask if anyone can help.

It's a back-in-England Narnia story where Lucy hangs herself in a (the?) wardrobe because she can't cope with not being in Narnia. Probably it's slightly more nuanced than that - I remember it being very good indeed.

The Radio Times website says that it was the Buzzcocks I saw being recorded tonight, but I haven't watched it because I was at home with my mamma who I didn't think would like it very much at all.

I have a cough. This is not good. I don't want to be ill on the weekend - still less do I want to disturb other people's sleep when I myself make such a babyish fuss about noise.

Comments

[sollersuk.livejournal.com]

Can't help, but I would like to know when you find it. It sounds very plausible to me, particularly given the others' reactions. If it turns out not to exist, it ought to.

[slemslempike.livejournal.com]

I'm certain that it does exist - it's not something that I would have come up with on my own, my brain doesn't work that way. I thought it was a Yuletide story, but it doesn't seem to be up there.

[slemslempike.livejournal.com]

See jossish's comment below!

[sollersuk.livejournal.com]

Very grateful indeed.

Being the age I am, I first encountered "The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe" at the age of 13 or 14 via a "Children's Hour" broadcast (it was the first book I bought for myself) and I didn't read "Prince Caspian" till I was 16 and working part time at the local library. I recall at that time wondering whether, given the others' reaction, Lucy had ever felt suicidal.